As India’s hottest quiz present Kaun Banega Crorepati is ready to return for its thirteenth season on Monday (August 23), let’s know concerning the tragic life story of KBC 5 winner Sushil Kumar who confronted plenty of private struggles, deceit and emotional upheavels after successful the superhit quiz present hosted by Bollwyood megastar Amitabh Bachchan.
Sushil Kumar, who hails from Bihar, grabbed headlines after the fifth season Kaun Banega Crorepati however his life modified after successful KBC 5 and he quickly turned bankrupt.
Sushil narrated his ordeal and the struggles he confronted after successful KBC 5 on Facebook. Here’s what’s written within the Facebook publish that Sushil titled, ‘The worst part of my life after successful Kaun Banega Crorepati’
“2015-2016 essentially the most difficult time of my life. I did not know what to do. Because of being a neighborhood celeb, I might attend programmes for 10 or generally even 15 days a month someplace or the opposite in Bihar. Consequently, I used to be drifting away from research.
And as a result of I used to be a identified determine domestically, I took the media very critically in these days. In reality, generally journalists would interview and write about me. Without any expertise of how I ought to converse with them, I might inform them about some enterprise or the opposite than I used to be concerned in, in order that I do not come throughout as jobless. However, these companies would collapse after a number of days.
After KBC, I had type of change into a philanthropist who was hooked on ‘secret donations’ and due to this fact, I might attend some about 50 thousand occasions in a month. Due to this, plenty of instances, folks cheated on me, which I bought to know solely after the donations had been made.
Because of all this, my relationship with my spouse had been slowly deteriorating. She would typically say that I did not know the best way to differentiate between the fitting and incorrect folks and that I wasn’t involved concerning the future. On this, we might typically battle.
Meanwhile, a number of good issues had been taking place too. With the assistance of a buddy, I had began a small enterprise of working a number of automobiles in Delhi, and for a similar cause I might typically go to the capital.
Due to my nature of my enterprise, I got here involved with a number of boys finding out media in Jamia Millia, these finding out at IIMC, their seniors and in addition a number of others who had been doing analysis in JNU. I additionally bought launched to some theatre artists.
However, when these college students and artists would discuss a topic, I might really feel much less about myself and realised that I did not know a lot about different subjects or topics.
And step by step, together with many different issues, I bought hooked on alcohol and smoking. It so occurred that If I stayed in Delhi for per week, I might bask in ingesting and smoking on all the times with seven totally different teams. I discovered their talks fascinating because it was all knew to me, no matter matter they spoke about.
In reality, in ther companionship, I step by step began taking media very evenly. We would spend the times whiling away time by watching movies.
And now, how did I change into bankrupt…? You will discover the story a bit ‘filmy’.
That night time, whereas I used to be watching the movie ‘Pyasa’ which was in the direction of its climax scene, my spouse entered shouting that I’ll go mad watching the identical movie again and again. He stated that if I needed to proceed, I need to go away the room. I used to be unhappy as a result of we hadn’t spoken for over a month and the way in which we lastly did, it meant we weren’t going to speak additional, so I shut my laptop computer aand went out for a stroll.
And whereas I used to be strolling, a journalist from an English newspaper known as. While every little thing was going effective, all of the sudden he requested me one thing which left me irritated, so I randomly informed him that every one my cash was exhausted and I had two cows and was surviving by promoting milk and incomes some cash off it. And after that, all of you need to concentrate on the affect of that information.
Soon after, all those that I used to be surrounded with, cornered themselves. I wasn’t invited to occasions and that is after I bought a while to consider what ought to I do subsequent.
At that point, I used to be an enormous cine fan, I had watched virtually all nationwide award-winning, Oscar-winning movies together with these of Ritwik Ghatak and Satyajit Ray’s. I had began dreaming of changing into a movie director. In the meantime, my spouse and me had an enormous battle after which she left for her father’s place and requested for a divorce. Then I realised, that if there was a technique to save this relationship, it was to exit and change into a movie director and are available again with a contemporary identification for myself.
Consequently, I spoke to a producer buddy, who requested me some technical questions which I used to be unable to reply. Later, he stated that I ought to work in tv for a number of days and that he would at an applicable time give me a job with a movie producer.
Soon after, I began working at an enormous manufacturing home. I got here to find out about plenty of issues — story, screenplay, dialogue copy, prop, costume, content material amongst different issues. But I felt stressed since there have been solely three locations — courtyard, kitchen and bed room — the place a lot of the shoot would happen.
I had come to Mumbai with the dream of changing into a movie director, however then I left sooner or later and began staying with considered one of my lyricist pals. I might lay within the room and watch one movie after one other or learn books that I had introduced with myself. This continued for about six months the place I might smoke a full packet of cigarette in a day.
Since I used to be staying all on my own, right here, I bought the chance to take a look at myself objectively. And I realised plenty of issues.
I realised that:
– I’m not somebody who has come to Mumbai to change into a director, slightly, I’m a fugitive who’s working away from the reality.
– Real happiness lies in doing the work of your selection
– One can by no means calm sure feelings like vanity
– It is a thousand instances higher to be a great particular person than simply being a ‘huge celeb’
– Happiness is hidden in small issues
– One should attempt to assist folks as a lot as attainable that that should begin from his/her own residence/village.
In the meantime, nevertheless, I wrote three scripts which a manufacturing home favored and gave me Rs 20 thousand for it. (They justified the cost with sure excuses like the concept of the movie was superb, however there was plenty of work that also wanted to be performed on the story and that the climax was not good, and so on. )
Soon after, I returned house from Mumbai and ready to change into a instructor. I bought by means of.
Now, I additionally contain myself in varied environmental consciousness tasks and that provides me a wierd sense of peace.
I’ve been sober since March 2016 and have additionally give up smoking final yr.
“Now, there is always a sense of enthusiasm in life and pray that I get several opportunities where I can work towards spreading awareness about environmental issues, because that is what I enjoy doing. I want to earn just enough for my survival and keep doing something or the other for the betterment of the environment.”